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Sunday, December 28

I've moved! :)

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Heli Dont ask me why 5:28 PM

Monday, December 22

My QT for the day before my party
Psalm 145:1-7
I exalt You, my God the King, and praise your name forever and ever.
I will praise You every day; I will honour Your name forever and ever.
The Lord is great and is highly praised; His greatness is unsearchable.
One generation will declare Your works to the next and will proclaim Your mighty acts.
I will speak of Your glorious splendor and Your wonderful works, and i will declare Your greatness. They will give a testimony of Your great goodness and will joyfully sing of your righteousness.

I will do just that tomorrow. :)

Heli Dont ask me why 12:37 AM

Friday, December 19

"Teach me to do Your will, for You are my God. May Your gracious Spirit lead me on level ground." - Psalm 143:10

Sometimes i really wonder why my life is so drama-like, and just at times unthinkable. Things that took place and is taking place in the family, often take place in shows only. Yet, i guess when i say i thank God for all that happened, i can say it honestly and it is not a tys answer, but i really thank God that all these took place to make me grow and see things in His ways.

Dealing with a 5 digit sum of money, no, not dealing, but giving it up is really very hard for a worldly person. Addy reminded me the other day that, to us it is a big figure, yet in the eyes of God, He can give far better things. Not very convenient to completely illustrate what I'm facing now, i can only say that i really just want to do and make the right and wise decision that will please God, and that i truly meant it.

Teach me to do Your will Lord. And grant me the gracious Spirit to do so.

I will only say yes to Him, because He is my God, He is my Lord.

Heli Dont ask me why 11:21 AM

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.: Thoughts :.

I know i have to let you go..

Everyone tells me this is so...

See, my life has stopped since

You passed away

Sometimes i can't bear it

Even for one more day..

Thoughts of you consume me

Every second of everyday

I just want it back you know

The way things used to be...

In my life you held the key

And now i have just your memory

And though this is not enough for me

This is how it has to be...

I need to laugh again without feeling guilty

You aren't here...

I feel so alone & full of tear

It's so terribly hard when all that's

Left is tears...

Mum, i wish you are here

Just plainly listening to me...

I promise to keep you safe

Where you have always been of course

In my heart, that's the place...